Courage

I just love the way we surf the net in bunk and having sufficent time to do our stuffs. Specialist Cadet School may just be the school for me. Well. i did a bold move today.

After considering for so long, i put that hatred down after so many years. She was my first love. My first girlfriend i had. I added her on facebook. She was surprised that i added her too. Maybe it was time i put down that hatred. Hating someone was not a easy task. She chat with me for quite a while. I kind of understand her well still. Many things have happened to her that i guess i let her down in some sense. As a friend, as a foe, as a ex-lover, i have let myself down too. She told me that her dad passed away two years back during dec 2008. It was a shocking news that i can ever experience. I never had something this close happening to me. He was my ex gf's dad. Even though we never talk much to him when i was with her. It hit me hard. Once again realising how much life could mean. How someone so kin to you could leave you so sudden. I could feel the sadness inside her still from the words she used and how she express herself when everything was not alright yet she put out a strong front.

If Erica u are reading this, i always believe you are someone strong. Things may be rough and tough for now. The rain is here to stay but eventually you will put it through like everyone does. Sunlight will show upon you. You can already see glimpse of it shining in front of you. Don't ever give up on yourself as no one has ever gave up on you. No one will ever. No matter how things fall apart. I am here to stay as a friend. I will be here for as long as i can. Hope this words will inspire you to walk on in life as you are one brave woman.




Life does not end here. I believe what army have taught us will pay off some day. We are leaders meant to be. We will carry our values to where we conquer. We will excel with pride. I will learn to be impartial in whatever i do. Ethics! I will fight on with the fighting spirit that we carry.