Sunday, September 26, 2010
A day out alone.
Went down to east coast park to cycle. Love the weather today. So sunny! Down that path of sorrow, it brought back some memories with her. I hate this feeling to go somewhere that only bring back memories of me and her. It went to a state of emotional all around cycling that path.
To conclude days in BMT.
I achieved what all i wanted. ( At least i guess )
IPPT Silver
SOC 6.35 mins
Finished all the route march without falling out
Made tons of friends! YA!
Watched Wall Street! Indeed nice. With all the money involved ( Millions to Billions to Trillions ) O.O How a nation could fall down without the banks! All the genius and guru in the show showing how you could make money in a flash! $.$ SHOW ME THE MONEY!
I just want to say how much i miss you and love you but it is all over =/
Friday, September 24, 2010
The day we step out to be man!
The days pass as i head my way to the ground where i am going to pass out as a soldier. Till this day 12 days have passed since my lovely birthday.
1 week left. Just one last week. I got to say i will miss this place of mine where we called home. From the step we all have our first foot step into tekong, we all really hate this place. Some call it hell, some call it the place we will hate most. For now, i felt different in feeling when we leave this place. W spent 4 months in this place where we will experience hardship and pain. To be put this to short. Hardship and pain we went through but it was all worth the while. We gain more than we lost.
In time to come i will keep learning that mistakes are grave and it will be regrets in life. Even though me and her has ended. My heart still fonder over the happy memories that we once had. I still miss her. Even at this very moment, i still can't lie to myself. I really want her. I really want to spend my lifetime with her. This very special girl. Is there love forever in this world ? Or is it just a myth that people say since god knows when ? Just let time pass faster so i can escape from this fact what is gone will never come back.
To my section mates till my platoon mates:
I will never forget you all. Trust me. You guys are the best. From working from a section to working as a platoon size. We worked and put in our best. The best moment is how we piece all our efforts into the skid that we did during National Education presentation. Best platoon/First platoon is not far from what we believe. Being the best is not a dream anymore. For the time constrict to the lack of sleep, everything was worth it.
Thanks for the good memories! =]
1 week left. Just one last week. I got to say i will miss this place of mine where we called home. From the step we all have our first foot step into tekong, we all really hate this place. Some call it hell, some call it the place we will hate most. For now, i felt different in feeling when we leave this place. W spent 4 months in this place where we will experience hardship and pain. To be put this to short. Hardship and pain we went through but it was all worth the while. We gain more than we lost.
In time to come i will keep learning that mistakes are grave and it will be regrets in life. Even though me and her has ended. My heart still fonder over the happy memories that we once had. I still miss her. Even at this very moment, i still can't lie to myself. I really want her. I really want to spend my lifetime with her. This very special girl. Is there love forever in this world ? Or is it just a myth that people say since god knows when ? Just let time pass faster so i can escape from this fact what is gone will never come back.
To my section mates till my platoon mates:
I will never forget you all. Trust me. You guys are the best. From working from a section to working as a platoon size. We worked and put in our best. The best moment is how we piece all our efforts into the skid that we did during National Education presentation. Best platoon/First platoon is not far from what we believe. Being the best is not a dream anymore. For the time constrict to the lack of sleep, everything was worth it.
Thanks for the good memories! =]
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Book In Day!
It's the second last book in day we will have. 2 more weeks to POP! Where we sing A is for POP! I is for POP! R is for POP! All the way till E! The days have gone by. We countdown to the day we march into marina platform for our parade.
I know you are still reading my blog. Remember what you always like to say. Curiosity kills the cat. Bang and you are the cat. Good luck for yr prelims. Well i pretty much have no idea whether it is over yet. Just wishing you in advance or belated in some ways.
I know you are still reading my blog. Remember what you always like to say. Curiosity kills the cat. Bang and you are the cat. Good luck for yr prelims. Well i pretty much have no idea whether it is over yet. Just wishing you in advance or belated in some ways.
Prata Day!
Craze for prata! Finally got hold of it at Kembangan! One egg and one egg with onion and a shared plate of maggie goreng! It was indeed fatting to the max. Can't really resist the temption.
Enjoyed my day out with friends. Birthday to raymond! Went for his birthday celebration at SIM building beside hwa chong. It was some weird place to be at. The school was awesome from the exterior. It was more like a village than a school ( more or less expected from a good school ). It was so different from other neighbourhood schools that we see in Singapore. An eye opener i got to say.
Short post this time. Kind of tired. Got to run! 8km run! Jia you to you and me! SLEEP TIME! NIGHTS!
Enjoyed my day out with friends. Birthday to raymond! Went for his birthday celebration at SIM building beside hwa chong. It was some weird place to be at. The school was awesome from the exterior. It was more like a village than a school ( more or less expected from a good school ). It was so different from other neighbourhood schools that we see in Singapore. An eye opener i got to say.
Short post this time. Kind of tired. Got to run! 8km run! Jia you to you and me! SLEEP TIME! NIGHTS!
Friday, September 17, 2010
What a 21st birthday!
Firstly i got to thank all of the people who wishes me happy birthday! THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH! Finally i stepping into the week of enjoyment. With only my last 24km route march to go. With no worries in me, i will move on and continue with life.
Firstly my first thank you will go to the clique who go through rough and tough with me. Chong Hung, Ah Di, Kevin, Tse yun, Varun. Thanks for the cake you guys bought for me! That really cheer me up for my this birthday of mine.
Well. I still feel down even till this moment of my life. With my ex messaging me all sort of rubbish on my birthday. Something to you that i really wish to say though. I really wish that you would not send that message of yours to me.
SE: Like i don't know that we will never patch up ever again. Who do not know that. 6 months ago you told me this and what answer did you get ? And now you want me to know it again on my birthday ? Yes. You made your stand clear enough. We both know it. If you really wanted to gave up on me, you had already done so 6 months ago. If you wanted to get over me, you should have done so. Yes i made it so clear on my blog that i still like you. I made it one sided that i still have feelings for you. I still care for you and i don't know why. I am human too you know. You have succeed to send me to the land of despair on my 21st birthday. I could only say that i was emotionally unstable for that particular day. And I hate it. I don't really blame you for anything or everything. I am your first boyfriend. I left you with no choice to break off with me. I know i have hurt you bad enough. I stop asking for any form of patching up. All i wanted was to spend some time with you as a friend and none other than that. I want to give up on you gradually as a friend too. Practically you and I both know that the feeling suck when things are left hanging over there. I know you would not get over me that easily too. It is not due to the fact that i still like you or whatsoever. Touch your heart and stop explaining to me that you will gave up on me. If you would, you would not even be reading my blog at this exact moment. Give me an option and so to you. I know i can't be a good boyfriend but at least a friend to you.
Firstly my first thank you will go to the clique who go through rough and tough with me. Chong Hung, Ah Di, Kevin, Tse yun, Varun. Thanks for the cake you guys bought for me! That really cheer me up for my this birthday of mine.
Well. I still feel down even till this moment of my life. With my ex messaging me all sort of rubbish on my birthday. Something to you that i really wish to say though. I really wish that you would not send that message of yours to me.
SE: Like i don't know that we will never patch up ever again. Who do not know that. 6 months ago you told me this and what answer did you get ? And now you want me to know it again on my birthday ? Yes. You made your stand clear enough. We both know it. If you really wanted to gave up on me, you had already done so 6 months ago. If you wanted to get over me, you should have done so. Yes i made it so clear on my blog that i still like you. I made it one sided that i still have feelings for you. I still care for you and i don't know why. I am human too you know. You have succeed to send me to the land of despair on my 21st birthday. I could only say that i was emotionally unstable for that particular day. And I hate it. I don't really blame you for anything or everything. I am your first boyfriend. I left you with no choice to break off with me. I know i have hurt you bad enough. I stop asking for any form of patching up. All i wanted was to spend some time with you as a friend and none other than that. I want to give up on you gradually as a friend too. Practically you and I both know that the feeling suck when things are left hanging over there. I know you would not get over me that easily too. It is not due to the fact that i still like you or whatsoever. Touch your heart and stop explaining to me that you will gave up on me. If you would, you would not even be reading my blog at this exact moment. Give me an option and so to you. I know i can't be a good boyfriend but at least a friend to you.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
High key events
Long day it was yesterday. Caught a 'erotic' show with the movie gang consisting of bliss, tse yun and varun. Going the distance was one of the humourous show T.T M18 explains it all. With all the sexual talks in the movie, i was wondering why am i there. With new terms to use. Humming xD
Tao huei once again. It was like a normal routine for us to eat that after the movie! I still can't believe i took a cab costing me 20 dollar from pasir ris to my house! =_= scamming to the max but time isn't enough for me. After being confined in camp for 48 hours, i was practically rotting and showing off my Pro Evolution Soccer's skills in camp. Ha. Well. Trashed the sgt from the neighbouring company. =X It is cool to get to know some new friends. Desperate moments came when i stepped my first foot on Singapore! Suddenly, the feeling came. Saying I Love Singapore at such moments really meant a lot at that blink of eye second.
This year birthday will be so different for sure. Still living in denial, all i hope was a simple meeting up with my ex, siew eng. That was all i wish for this year. I don't know why i have to do too.
If you are reading this siew eng, there is something i got to clear and say.
The day i confessed my ugly truth to you. I know i am prepared to lose you. Trust me. I did not expect the impact will be so great to my life. I never expected it. Till this day, even though i lead my simple life once again. My mind still thinks of you time to time. I can't say i love you anymore. I don't wish for another chance to patch or even woo you again. Who cares whatever i speak of about love. I never really understand it either. I will eventually stop loving you because it will only haunt me for what i did to you. The nightmare that will smurf me throughout this lifetime of mine.
The moment your tears came down from your lovely eyes. My heart broke. I trembled and I sense the feeling i am lost. I could not bring myself up standing as the end draws near. I knew the storm will be revolving over the sky with the darkest times i have ever met. I quarantine all my thoughts about you into a small box enclosed with umpteen locks that you would unlock them one by one. For your case, is the same ? I ponder till this very second. Trust and unbelief lies in mystery side by side. Who cares or maybe who knows ?
Tao huei once again. It was like a normal routine for us to eat that after the movie! I still can't believe i took a cab costing me 20 dollar from pasir ris to my house! =_= scamming to the max but time isn't enough for me. After being confined in camp for 48 hours, i was practically rotting and showing off my Pro Evolution Soccer's skills in camp. Ha. Well. Trashed the sgt from the neighbouring company. =X It is cool to get to know some new friends. Desperate moments came when i stepped my first foot on Singapore! Suddenly, the feeling came. Saying I Love Singapore at such moments really meant a lot at that blink of eye second.
This year birthday will be so different for sure. Still living in denial, all i hope was a simple meeting up with my ex, siew eng. That was all i wish for this year. I don't know why i have to do too.
If you are reading this siew eng, there is something i got to clear and say.
The day i confessed my ugly truth to you. I know i am prepared to lose you. Trust me. I did not expect the impact will be so great to my life. I never expected it. Till this day, even though i lead my simple life once again. My mind still thinks of you time to time. I can't say i love you anymore. I don't wish for another chance to patch or even woo you again. Who cares whatever i speak of about love. I never really understand it either. I will eventually stop loving you because it will only haunt me for what i did to you. The nightmare that will smurf me throughout this lifetime of mine.
The moment your tears came down from your lovely eyes. My heart broke. I trembled and I sense the feeling i am lost. I could not bring myself up standing as the end draws near. I knew the storm will be revolving over the sky with the darkest times i have ever met. I quarantine all my thoughts about you into a small box enclosed with umpteen locks that you would unlock them one by one. For your case, is the same ? I ponder till this very second. Trust and unbelief lies in mystery side by side. Who cares or maybe who knows ?
High Key Events
Finally I am out. After 2 days of confinement and almost 2 weeks of staying in. I am back in front of my computer heading out soon. It's a long weekend this week due to our melayu holiday! Hooray to them. Finally finish the book i long for. Aiming to buy Under the Dome soon!
Can't believe in 4 days more time i will be officially 21 years old T.T so old already!
Well this year my birthday wish will never come true anymore due to some reason. Nevertheless, i will still try to enjoy myself.
Heading out soon!
Blog more later!
Can't believe in 4 days more time i will be officially 21 years old T.T so old already!
Well this year my birthday wish will never come true anymore due to some reason. Nevertheless, i will still try to enjoy myself.
Heading out soon!
Blog more later!
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